-Bleep-

Not a lot has changed since then. I'm still with my wonderful kitten <3 and i'm working hard still. Although a close, dear, personal friend died this morning. She died in surgery, or so i was told. Cotteya was a woman i loved very much, aloth she was a good years older than me. We would talk for hours about nothing and enjoy ourselves. Dont worry kitten, you are still the only one for me. But i will miss cotteya very much. Things happened to her that i didnt know and now she is gone and i never got to say goodbye. In fact the last thing i said to her was hello.

I'm goin go to now. Work.

Ja ne...

-Strine

i ask of you, the humble reader, to tell me what you'd think. If i told you a story about a guy who is madly in love with a woman he's never seen. He's never met her, but has talked to her. Both online and over the phone. He has told her he loves her more than anything on the planet and she responds with "i love you too <3" He'd text her almost every day and more than 30% will "get lost" and as time passes he decides that it's time to finally meet his wonderful angel; but as time draws closer, he feels as though he's farther away from her than ever... So what is he to do, i ask you...

-Strine

Does she? Doesn't she? Waiting, always waiting. Never sure wither she'll be there, wishing for me. As you can see, I am very confused. Happy as I may be, but very confused. I shall give her my heart, if she would but take it. I would hold her so close and kiss her so tender. So her that she's the perfect person for me. Happiness is the only thing i desire with her, that's all; and it's all i want to give her, total happiness...

-Strine

    Its been quite the time since i last posted. Not much is new. A few crazy ex-girlfriends, one grand new love, and one awesome friend coming for a visit. yea, i just spent the whole night going from store to store with her so we could get her CSI Season 4. lol. it was a hoot. but i guess that's all for now. not that much of a blogger... oh well... Ja ne!


Oh and important notice. I shall begin working on my site. and thus the project shall be PLINC v4! Yes i know, its amazing. Expect a whole aboslute new layout scheme! that is all...

I think i'm getting sick.... Ow.... Oh &
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

( Do You? )

( To Whom It May Concern )

I'm losing my mind. Everyone around me is breaking down, including me! I dont know what to think or do anymore. I'd give anaything to be with Erin again... But then the is Erin (yes a different one). Becky is off threatining suicide for the bajillionth time... And i'm bout ready to leave things behind.

To those of you who aren't my friends
You'll never know untill the end.
What is hidden you'll never see.
It's what lies inside of me.
Always changing
Re-aranging.
Morphing into something new.
And those of you who are my friends,
I only wish you knew.
All the thoughts within my head
Flow on by as though i'm dead.
Like finding a buried skull
Underneath the open hall
Nothing shall be hidden forever.
Nothing will be shown together.

Rest In Peace

I died, so many years ago.
But you can make me feel like it isn't so.
And why you come to be with me, I think I finally know.
Mmmmmm.
You're scared, ashamed of what you feel.
And you can't tell the ones you love, you know they couldn't deal.
A whisper in a dead man's ear, that doesn't make it real.
That's great, but I don't wanna play.
'Cause bein' with you touches me, more than I can say.
And since I'm only dead to you,
I'm sayin' stay away.
And let me rest in peace.
Let me rest in peace! Let me get some sleep!
Let me take my love and bury it in a hole six foot deep!
I can lay my body down but I can't find my sweet release!
So let me rest in peace!
You know, you got a willin' slave.
And you just love to play the thought that you might misbehave.
But 'til you do, I'm tellin' you Stop visitin' my grave!
And let me rest in peace!
I know I should go.
But I follow you like a man possessed.
There's a traitor here beneath my breast,
And it hurts me more than you've ever guessed.
If my heart could beat it would break my chest.
But I can see you're unimpressed.
So leave me be,
And let me rest in peace! Let me get some sleep!
Let me take my love and bury it in a hole six foot deep!
I can lay my body down but I can't find my sweet release!
Let me rest in peace!
Why won't you let me rest in peace!

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[noun]:

An immortal; One who lives forever in an endless bound of determination. Killed only by falling trees.

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I think i might have done some of these before... oh well, veiw and compair if you wish, to my old results.

( The Quizes! )

Nothing going on. My life seems so depressing that way. Oh and becky, back off! Nothing more... Except this amusing little story... enjoy...

( The story of the 3 little pigs )

( Quizes )

Star date 24.12.05

I was awoken yesterday by the first mate and brought to the mess hall to dine. We got a visit from and neighbooring planet's ambasador. Gifts they brought for me. $160 and a suncoat gift card from the one called Father. And an iPod Shuffle from Sister. End log...

Who i am...






Who i Wish to be...

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last month I stole actingdancestar's purse (-30 points). In August I ruled Iran as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In October I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). In September I committed genocide... Sorry about that, squirt_flagette (-5000 points). Last Saturday I didn't flush (-1 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-5807 points). For Christmas I deserve an atomic raygun! Sincerely, strine

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following.

How many songs: Only 1936 Songs... What?

Sort by song title
First song: ""Highway Blues"" - Marc Seales
Last Song: "ÅÊÅ©" - Seotaiji

Top Five Most Played Songs:
1. "Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger" - Daft Punk
2. "The Trees" - Rush
3. "Right Here" - Staind
4. "It's Been Awhile" - Staind
5. "One More Time" - Daft Punk


First song that comes up on Shuffle: "Orbital Encounters" - Jean-Luc Ponty

Search ....
"sex", how many songs come up? 2
"dark" how many songs come up? 4
"death", how many songs come up? 3
"ghost" how many songs come up? 0
"love", how many songs come up? 49
"heart" how many songs come up? 18
"you", how many songs come up? 129

He's a f--king ass! At first he said, "I'd be allowed to stay if i passed government." Then he says, "You'll be allowed to stay only if you pass all your classes this semester." Then today he tells me, "Decide where you want to live... After this semester is over you're moving out." God! I'm thinking about either killing him or myself. He is going to take me away from Erin and all of my friends... U_U

I'm in a very happy mood! ^_^ I think... maybe, that Erin and I might. ^_^ WE had such a good time tonight singing and looking at a water fall (even if it was mini). ^_^ I just cant stop smiling!